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I put a new clock in my room last night just because I love the look and sound of it, which of course meant I woke up at 1, 3, and 6 am to the chime.

I KNOW having these running all the time cannot be good for my sleep hygiene even when I get used to the sound and get through the night ... I'm considering whether i should stop the 8-day for a while since it's much louder, but I hate the idea of these clocks going to waste when they're so gorgeous! I'm also thinking about setting one of them ahead to Australia time so I can better tell when Feef is about .... Considering.

I've also finally started to get to work on the "rescue clock" which really IS a rescue as it turns out. The verge is completely snapped in half, so I had to put any work on hold until my order from clockworks arrives. The product description of the verge assortment on there really takes me out:

These are not the quality of the old days and must be filed, bent, adjusted and customized to fit your needs. But the outcome should be the same. Unfortunately this is the only option available in this modern age and it does usually work out in the end to solve the problem.


Even clockworks said "sorry about this..."

Tbqh I might've been able to get a more specific verge replacement if literally ANY of the information on this clock's plates was readable but it simply is not. I figure the whole verge kit will come in handy eventually, though.

It's really nice to be working on a clock that has literally zero stakes; Every clock I've helped on so far has been a repair For someone, so I've been really afraid of doing any work on my own, but I bought this one for like two bucks and have no one to disappoint but myself. I still think back on that story my dad tells about his first clock repair--my grandpa just threw all the pieces out on the bench and told him to figure out how they go together. I think I'll try to do that a few times with the rescue clock, literally just disassemble and reassemble it, before and after cleaning. Either way, I've got to start teaching myself the things I'll never be taught.

In other news, Bruce's clock is actually keeping good time ??? Nobody jinx this Please. I'm a little scared to send it back to her because she's just gonna have another few clocks she wants us to look at, but at least it'll be off our backs sometime soon. Only thing left on my backlog is to find the fuckin grandfather clock pendulum that I inexplicably lost somewhere in the shop, so I can get that out on the floor.

pactbound is a comedy

Oct. 1st, 2025 04:39 pm
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wednesday once again !!!

i've been editing some scenes with ede lately that reallyyy make me laugh because of how bad briar is at talking to him, and now i feel the need to make this: short compilation of briar being completely unable to deal with people crying.


swerving emotionally charged situations )

not a wip wednesday as much as a "get a load of this guy," but ,, yk .

september '25 media in review

Sep. 30th, 2025 07:03 pm
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Oh September, the month that finally broke my five star scale for good ....

11 books, 1 movie, and 2 comedy specials, let's go!

(10/1 : IMPORTANT EDIT I FORGOT A VERY INTEGRAL MOVIE AHHHHGHHJJ)

september )

Currently Reading:
Nemesis - Agatha Christie

October TBR:
Mexican Gothic - Silvia Moreno-Garcia
Buried Deep - Naomi Novik
Evocation - S.T. Gibson
Practical Magic - Alice Hoffman

do it for him

Sep. 24th, 2025 07:43 pm
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realized it was wednesday !!! i really do want to get back in the practice of posting a lil something on a regular basis, no matter which project it's from. couldn't think of anything with juice this time around tho, so here's just some early pactbound stuff.



the early pactbound chapters really are Different from the last time i've shared them!

HELP!!! LET ME OUT OF MY CAGE!!!

Sep. 22nd, 2025 09:53 pm
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What a fucking week huh? Or I guess more like what a fucking… past 10 or so days. It’s probably not necessary to go over everything, and also I don’t feel like doing it anyways, but the mostly redacted version that still gives you the gist is: deal with interpersonal relationships bs, do the thing that has given me anxiety for 6 years, have my university poorly manage a terrifying situation.

The thing about it is that none of this is directly my fault! And as much as I know that, it’s also very difficult to stop my brain from eating away at the new stimuli that has been introduced to it… it’s like trying to convince the caterpillar you’ve been trying to raise to NOT eat your tomato plant that you have also been trying to raise. I saw this clip from a show a while back, I don’t remember what the show was, but there was some guy that said something like “the things you put in your brain stay there” and I’m able, to some extent, control what goes in there. However, what about the stuff that goes in there that I am not in control of! Hey! Dude from a random tv show clip! Answer me that!

I know that the real answer is to slowly make myself more resilient to the stimuli that is overwhelming me, acknowledge what is happening without letting my brain down the fun little water slide that is a thought spiral. I think that’s what I’m struggling with the most right now, because there are so many stressful things on my plate right now it’s difficult to back off on all of the problems. It seems that, as soon as I get my mind off of overthinking one problem, my brain jumps to the next instead of being able to focus on the things that are either productive for me to think about OR bring me some sort of comfort. These moments are so slim between things this week that I can probably list them all on one hand… honestly it’s probably good to give these things more time in my dreamwidth to marinate so that they can become thoughts that I come back to later when I’m struggling with hopscotching between the Horrors. I said that I want to be less mentally ill here so it doesn’t make me feel awful about using dreamwidth and put me back into the loop of “everything sucks and so do i.” So.

I’ve been thinking about submitting for a research fellowship because it’s basically a ticket saying “here. Go wherever the fuck you want as long as you are researching literature” and I had originally planned to use it to go see some friends, but I’ve been thinking about using it to actually do travel research. Specifically I’ve been thinking about trying to do research on Spider-man and Stan Lee! Most people in the English program use the program to go to the UK and do research on the classical authors, but some one last year did Winnie the Pooh. I’ve been thinking about making comic and manga into my main subject of research because it feels like it’s very under researched within the English community… There’s so much to be said about everything within the subgenre! For this project though I have been entertaining the idea of “The Author” versus “The Speaker” within the Spider-man comic line. There are so many authors because comics get passed from author to author, usually from story arc to story arc, but the speaker is always Spider-man and Other Characters. It really comes back to the larger idea of the comic that anyone can wear the mask, but seeing the areas in real life offers new perceptions of these places, and possibly gets us closer to what makes characters such as Spider-man so iconic.

I know that I shouldn’t get a tattoo or piercing in the heat of my emotional bullshit, but I have been thinking about what I want to get next after seeing Holden’s sick new tattoo! There are a few ones off the dome that I mentioned in the skittles server, but I’ve been thinking about them more! I’ve wanted a jellyfish tattoo for a while, but I don’t know where exactly I would want it. I had a dream a while back about getting a whale shark tattoo on my right thigh and I’ve been thinking about that like… religiously. My issue is that I cannot find anything that completely mimics what I saw in my dream… Plus I know with how big that one would be I would have to commit a good chunk of money to it which would be so sad, but at the same time I feel like I’m ready for my next one soon. Since I can drive now it’s a lot less of an issue of finding someone to drive me or trying to schedule stuff… Soon… The last idea is just a septum piercing because I’ve been wanting one since I was in middle school, eventually I’ve got to at least try it out. I also think that it would be the cheapest option which makes it the most interesting to me, but I feel like it would also be the most irritating. Sneezing would hurt.

I’ve been playing a metric fuck ton of two-point museum because I cannot worry about anything else if I am busy running my large museum and sending my little staff members off to almost certain doom. In the game you have to send them off on expeditions and if they aren’t of a certain level, or if they don’t have certain equipment, they just… go MIA. Like actually. And then you have to put up a little plaque memorial about them that can get stolen by robbers! Silly ass game. I need to keep playing it so I can get to the more difficult stuff, but I keep losing money… my cash… they are taking it to pay the wages of my staff (understandable but irritating). I keep going into debt at the beginning of each month for like a week. It’s a little funny.

Okay this doesn’t even cover the things that I SHOULD be doing… guys there’s so many little tasks that I must complete (they are actually large tasks) and I need to lock in… but will I? Who knows…

CAZ

these useless days are your becoming

Sep. 22nd, 2025 04:19 pm
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the festival was such a gem of an experience, but MAN, getting back into the swing of things after a break is rough! 

i've been pacing around and knocking off every possible item on my todo list besides editing work. part of it is that i've finally gotten to Part III of this draft, which is where things get reallyyyyy hazy. last night i planned out all the changes and reorganizing for the next few chapters, but actually Doing it is a different story ........

like i always say, there's a pendulum to these things, and i have firmly swung back into the "wow, this thing is hot garbage!" area after a good long while of feeling pretty good about it. i've just been editing for so Long, and the end is so far from sight.... i don't even know what draft i'm on! i really thought this was going to be my last "developmental" edit, but i already feel like there are some major changes i'm going to be making on my next go around. considering i'm coming up on two years of this, it's easy to start feeling like it's just. unsalvageable! time and time again with this project i've come to the crossroads of trying to decide whether i should pack it up and work on something new.

But ! got some mail from caz that included a very silly drawing of briar that says "do it for him" and this alone was enough to save me from the hole. if other people are drawing MY little guy then i can limp him over the finish line. a long time ago em sent me a letter talking about pactbound and i still turn to those words whenever i feel doubtful too. i've been trying to snip most assurance seeking behaviors in the bud, because i think this is the sort of thing you just have to be able to do of your own volition, but MAN does it help.

even if this book is never sellable, i want to be able to show the people who have given me their support something worth supporting!! caz and felix and tuki and em and romeo and azen, this is for you!!!!!! (and everyone else who i'm not remembering right this second Wow dedications are hard ....) when i think of it as a story for friends, it really does get less intimidating, doesn't it? it's not like i'm out here pitching lit fic!

SO . ALL THAT SAID . i WILL get the rewrite of the Part III opening done tonight, AND (fingers extremelyyy crossed) edit chapter 23, too! FOR THE PEOPLE!!!! 

( or i will fail to do anything and this post will mysteriously disappear ...... )

weekly good things

Sep. 22nd, 2025 07:01 am
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-> world's best chili on sunday night

-> posted a letter And got my delivery from caz :)

-> TYPED UP PB PII . none know how huge this is i fear ....... not long left now 

-> the wholeeeee music festival was too great to really wrap up in words here waauuguhh ..... every time i think "i've gotta get to a regular jam band" because it is just SO much fun to play with a group

-> managed to draft up next story for submission while i was out there which was one of those "yeah i'll probably have time for that" things that i never actually end up doing so. Win

-> saw spencer reid go through a lot



looking forward to next week . . . 

-> d&d Again ??? 

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